I recently read in some dark corner of the internet that the only reason one would keep an online journal would be to complain about the hell that is their life. I don’t know that I believe that. My life isn’t all that bad. If you stand back and look at it my life is actually kind of nice. I… Read more »
If I ever write a book about my family I am going to call it “Two Tanks of Gas and a Handful of Xanax” – because that is what you need to get through a weekend with them. It isn’t that I despise the whole family thing – just a few of them. They seem to make the visits stressful… Read more »
A friend of mine called today. Her grandfather was told he has lung cancer, they have basically sent him home to die. She is heading out in a few days to see him. It is going to be hard on her I am sure. Just talking to her brings back a rush of memories. Some of them good, some of… Read more »
I thought having this set up would inspire me to write more. So far it hasn’t — the rants and thoughts and ideas are still trapped the dark maze that is my brain. I was standing in the shower this evening, for the second time today — damn this sweaty weather — thinking. I think about everything in the shower…. Read more »
Today is my dad’s 60th birthday. A few years ago my mom and I talked about throwing him a big party. We were going to go all out for it. It isn’t every day your dad turns 60 after all right? I sure do miss him. I have been thinking about mom and dad a lot this week. I don’t… Read more »
This year has been pure hell on me and my husband. It all started last Autumn. In November my parents moved to Carlsbad, New Mexico. For them it was a dream come true. For me it was filled with worry and heart-ache. I missed my mother so much. I cried every night for nearly a month after she moved out… Read more »
the fall of techtv … I wonder just how many geekgrrls are implants on legs in real life? I think that chick with her suggestion of catoftheday.com as her siteorama pick as a cool geekie site suggestion threw me into a tail spin, Martin’s sidekick just took me over the edge…. I wonder what she does with her tits when… Read more »
Dum dum dee do wah oh yeah yeah yeah – I had a dream about my dad recently. It was very comforting to be able to dream about my parents and not just feel anxious about it all because they are dead and I know it. I was able to enjoy the dream (yes I knew I was dreaming and… Read more »
Dum dum dee do wah oh yeah yeah yeah – I had a dream about my dad recently. It was very comforting to be able to dream about my parents and not just feel anxious about it all because they are dead and I know it. I was able to enjoy the dream (yes I knew I was dreaming and… Read more »
One year ago – seems like yesterday. I sat like a little girl lost holding her hand. I am 30 now and I am an adult with my own life to live and yet I feel like an orphan. It is so strange.