Author Archives: loup

getting started

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I thought having this set up would inspire me to write more. So far it hasn’t — the rants and thoughts and ideas are still trapped the dark maze that is my brain. I was standing in the shower this evening, for the second time today — damn this sweaty weather — thinking. I think about everything in the shower…. Read more »

visitors

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Today is my dad’s 60th birthday. A few years ago my mom and I talked about throwing him a big party. We were going to go all out for it. It isn’t every day your dad turns 60 after all right? I sure do miss him. I have been thinking about mom and dad a lot this week. I don’t… Read more »

i’m too old to feel like this

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This year has been pure hell on me and my husband. It all started last Autumn. In November my parents moved to Carlsbad, New Mexico. For them it was a dream come true. For me it was filled with worry and heart-ache. I missed my mother so much. I cried every night for nearly a month after she moved out… Read more »

the fall of techtv

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the fall of techtv … I wonder just how many geekgrrls are implants on legs in real life? I think that chick with her suggestion of catoftheday.com as her siteorama pick as a cool geekie site suggestion threw me into a tail spin, Martin’s sidekick just took me over the edge…. I wonder what she does with her tits when… Read more »

These Dreams

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Dum dum dee do wah oh yeah yeah yeah – I had a dream about my dad recently. It was very comforting to be able to dream about my parents and not just feel anxious about it all because they are dead and I know it. I was able to enjoy the dream (yes I knew I was dreaming and… Read more »

dreaming of daddy

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Dum dum dee do wah oh yeah yeah yeah – I had a dream about my dad recently. It was very comforting to be able to dream about my parents and not just feel anxious about it all because they are dead and I know it. I was able to enjoy the dream (yes I knew I was dreaming and… Read more »

Year

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One year ago – seems like yesterday. I sat like a little girl lost holding her hand. I am 30 now and I am an adult with my own life to live and yet I feel like an orphan. It is so strange.

sheeple suck

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I hate sheeple. Sheeple? You ask, yes SHEEPLE. You know the human herd. Just because Gagney Spears sold millions of records doesn’t mean she has talent. But the sheeple – the sheeple think she is the next Nina Simone. Sheeple believe that Edison invented everything he holds a patent for, couldn’t possibly have stolen ideas from his former colleague Nikola… Read more »

Thomas F Gibbs Jr

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Carlsbad N.M. – 1SG Thomas Franklin Gibbs, Jr. (Retired), 58, died June 21, 2002 at Carlsbad Medical Center. Tom was born July 3, 1943 to the late Thomas F. Gibbs, Sr. and Wilmoth Whitlow Gibbs. He was preceded in death by his wife of over 20 years, Melody Ann Gibbs. Her passing in February 2002 had a profound affect on… Read more »

Coming Home

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Daddy died this afternoon. I called LK and told him I wanted to come home. I don’t want to be here anymore. Carlsbad was never where I wanted to be and with mom and dad both dead now .. I don’t think I could stand to live in this town. There are NO good memories for me here. I am… Read more »