Daddy died this afternoon. I called LK and told him I wanted to come home. I don’t want to be here anymore. Carlsbad was never where I wanted to be and with mom and dad both dead now .. I don’t think I could stand to live in this town. There are NO good memories for me here. I am going to sell the house and move back to Virginia. Life is too short and I want to spend all of the time I can with LK.
I know it sounds crazy, this house is paid for and we could stay here and get safe jobs and eek out a life but Mamma and Daddy taught me that life should not be spend wondering IF ONLY.