So in being true to myself I am just going to jump right back into this blogging nonsense and let you all in on a secret. I don’t care. I have been to therapy for years and I just don’t have the capacity to give a damn on certain things. Fashion, don’t care. Popular music, don’t care. I could go… Read more »
I had an RFAx3 this morning with my lovely pain doc at UNC. She is amazing. Went in feeling awful pain – on a mortal scale a #8 *grins* – left with zero pain. I am itching a bit and during the procedure I became very tearful and emotional. Maybe the Fentanyl, maybe the squabbling sibling nonsense. Dunno. Himself is… Read more »
Himself spoke to his brother regarding the behavior and comments – it has been weeks but Himself was hoping cooler heads would prevail. BIL continues to say the most hideous things and claims that no one in the family likes us (only my MIL and even then she only tolerates me for Himself). BIL ranted about my WLS and how… Read more »
you aren’t – last night at the Pens @ Canes game I had a 2 sided sign for him “We LOVE Potash” and “TH9NKS DAN!” He stopped by me twice and thanked me. Love that man! =)
Merriam Webster defines judgment as opinion. And I really do try not to judge people too harshly because I don’t know what they are going through. Everyone deals with life in their own way. BUT (and you knew there was a but coming right?), there are things that I will judge you for and unless YOU change I won’t let… Read more »
I’d like to say I am evolved enough that the numbers don’t affect me. I know that I went through weight loss surgery for more reasons than getting my BMI to an acceptable number. Even though I think the BMI is complete bullshit. I could tell you that my brain doesn’t squeal with delight when I walk by the plus… Read more »
There was something wrong with my brain, even though I weighed over 330 pounds I never saw myself that way. Sure I knew I was zaftig – but just how fat never really entered my mind. Forget that I could no longer see my toes – much less touch them. Forget that I would about collapse after climbing a flight… Read more »
It is true. Youth is wasted on the young. I wouldn’t trade all I know now for being 19 again. Though I would tell my 19 y/o self to MOISTURIZE more.
In 2009 (before they went on to win the Stanley Cup) Cheryl kindly introduced me to Penguins Hockey and Sidney Crosby. For that gift I can never thank her enough. During the 2009-10 season I discovered Brent Johnson as back up goaltender for the PENS. For those of you unfamiliar with Johnny’s work – check this out. Brent Johnson Save… Read more »
Since January my back and left leg has been acting up. I thought it was on the way out for a while then I started physical therapy. Mistake. After each session the pain got worse. Break through pain sending me into the fetal position crying out. It has been a rough patch for sure. I had x-rays done at the… Read more »